My boys

 Every day I vow to shower...

 be more organized...

 be more creative...

 be more loving...

 be more fun...

be more present...

 find a hobby...

 get all the laundry done...

 be on time...

And every day I fall so far behind my expectations.  I'm learning that progress is slow...but progress is progress. In the meantime I am taking pictures...at the end of the day when I look at what we've done I don't remember the stress I felt...I just get to see the good moments I captured.  I love my boys.

Today was made up of breakfast, making lunches, driving to school in my pj's with a crying baby Josh, tummy time with an adoring older brother, a meltdown afterschool between mom and Grant, a sorry, some tears, dishes with my boys, computer time, scouts, horrible sinus infection (Tyler) more crying Josh, dishes, curious George with Spencer and crying Josh, family prayers, talking about everything with Tyler,  blogging and bedtime. It was great...All of it. I think we all cried at least one time today. But we made it to the end of another day and we had a lot of good moments.  Best of all we got to do it together. We get to be a family.